Killing Time

[WilliamMckeehan]

hello friends i dont mean to start another topic but i just need a change of life style i guess well Laura (my ex gf just incase u didnt know her name) finaly got into school she has been trying sence August :blink: but she is finaly in :thumbsup: well she lives very far from the school and has to go to her grandmothers then take the bus to school ... so she doesnt get home until 8-9 o clock at night so i wont be talking to her much anymore if any... well what i have been doing for about a few weeks is waiting to talk to her i know its weird but i just sit down and wait for her i have actualy been doing it a lot longer then a few weeks it was my only hobby ... my only joy the only thing i enjoy doing well sence i dont get to do that anymore or not much at all i need to do somthing else and some how stop waiting if i dont i will go insane :o i know this is only my choice i shouldnt need help with this but i guess i just feel like talking about it or somthing i have been very selfish :duh: and before i met this girl ... i always felt stupid and embarrased about what i do or say well im afraid the more she leaves my life the more this feeling will return i hate it you have never seen me like that i have been with this girl for a little longer then i have been on this website June 13th to be exact it has been a great thing i have changed a lot over these experiences and im also talking about this website :D i really enjoy my new friends u guys actualy mean more to me to then u might think thank you all

theres no need to reply if u have nothing to say thank you for reading

[Smurf]

i think, other than the three together in places, that there was no full stops in that post? :lol:

Will you need to calm down, it is hard i know, but if coming here helps then that is good :thumbsup:

but try and do other things, such as read a book perhaps? that's always good.

[WilliamMckeehan]

yes i have tryed to find stuff to watch on TV and things i seem to chat a lot these days and this site helps as well its hard to calm down but yes thanks smurf :thumbsup:

[Smurf]

hey no problem mate :thumbsup:

[WilliamMckeehan]

:)

[deepakgang]

With every problem we are facing in life, evey hitback we experience- we are growing. Spiritually as well as emotionally. Maturity never comes through the happy ways. Believe me- each and every bad experience you face in life will be only to help you. You will learn something defenitely. You could never grow spiritually when your life is ful of happiness.

And when its time that you have learned what you should, god, you will wonder how things will turn back for you. You will wonder Will. Im saying this because I have that experience many times. One point it may seem like there is no way. You cant possibly think of a way. But later you will wonder how things have changed suddenly.

Just know that troubles in life are the ones which really help us. Stand up to them. Say to yourself- Now more...
Let it be silly things or great troubles. Thank God for letting you get this experience.
Soon you will find great happiness.
Cheers friend :thumbsup:

[deepakgang]

Do you know i have met my girlfriend only once in the past one year. She is far. But we arent

[WilliamMckeehan]

:)


thanks